Saturday, March 23, 2013
Saturday, March 2, 2013
mY SoUL CRY
WHEN i CRY MY SOUL cRy
Have you ever had those days where you just feel like crying.... I just feel like crying for no reason, just crying.. I heard for every tear you shed God collects them and turn them into blessings.
Well I must have a river like the Nile stored somewhere
but wait im in denial.
... Life told me there's nothing wrong with crying I believed it when he said crying is like taking your soul to the laundry mat, yes-yes the laundry mat where you will get tumbled, rolled around, used, abused beyond recognition, we enter soiled with filth with a foul odor ..
You see when I cry my weakness has been revealed, and I am not the woman I appear to be, I become the weaker of the weakest.
On the outside I stand strong, proud, fearless, I don't have THOSE problems, the ones everyone else does. I dismiss them and roll out because I can't get hurt! I need to get over it and put my big girl panties on. Everyone has problems what makes mines so different and important? I suck it up and keep it moving.
TO HECK WITH THAT I feel like crying, my soul is hurting and I want to release the pain, the joy, the hate, the rage, Crying is the cleansing, let it out, let it out, and move on.
I feel like crying, so I am pouring out my soul adding to that river. Say what you want! The feeling I get when I cry, is like that day! When I was 5yrs old.
My aunt held me told me don't worry about it, life is rough, roll with it and make the best out of it! You win in life you loose more, but the joy you get from winning is unexplainable.
Live life like it's your last, love yourself, and embrace God with a child like heart
You see when I cry my weakness has been revealed, and I am not the woman I appear to be, I become the weaker of the weakest.
On the outside I stand strong, proud, fearless, I don't have THOSE problems, the ones everyone else does. I dismiss them and roll out because I can't get hurt! I need to get over it and put my big girl panties on. Everyone has problems what makes mines so different and important? I suck it up and keep it moving.
TO HECK WITH THAT I feel like crying, my soul is hurting and I want to release the pain, the joy, the hate, the rage, Crying is the cleansing, let it out, let it out, and move on.
I feel like crying, so I am pouring out my soul adding to that river. Say what you want! The feeling I get when I cry, is like that day! When I was 5yrs old.
My aunt held me told me don't worry about it, life is rough, roll with it and make the best out of it! You win in life you loose more, but the joy you get from winning is unexplainable.
Live life like it's your last, love yourself, and embrace God with a child like heart
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